my emo world

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2009-10-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

The little girl is so cute!

2009-10-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

2009-10-08T20:01:00.002+08:00

Even though shan ling wasn't in school to celebrate with me today cause she wasn't feeling to well as she is covered by mc for 3 days..its ok..MUST GET WELL SOON YA SHANLING!!..AND THANK U FOR THE WISH..^.^ V

2009-10-08T20:00:00.001+08:00

Got the book yakuza moon from my sister and my parents made pizza for me and bought me a cake..hehe..i'm really happy today..^.^ V

2009-10-08T19:58:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HAVE WISH ME AND GAVE ME GIFTS..I REALLY APPRECIATE IT AND I LOVE ALL THE GIFTS..^.^ V

2009-10-08T19:51:00.003+08:00

This is the gifts that i got from my friends..the stich is from hui shan..and there were some postcards of the f4 from boys over flowers..thank u so much..i will update my blog with more gifts..^.^ V

2009-10-08T19:47:00.001+08:00

This is what we got at the place after we eat just now..hehe..cute rite??..hehe

2009-10-08T19:42:00.002+08:00

Today is my birthday and i went out with huishan,burn,iqa,evelyn n amin after school..hehe..went to eat..thank u for celebrating with me my birthday..♥♥♥♥..THANK U to all who had wish me happy birthday!!..I would like to thank my grandma,aunt,cousins and friends for all their wishes!! ^.^ V

2009-10-08T19:40:00.001+08:00

YEAH!!..I'M FINALLY 18..OF D LEGAL AGE TO DRIVE!!..HEHE..going to take it soon..hehe..

2009-10-03T11:09:00.002+08:00

O level coming!!,and my prelim results sucks..got to work 3X harder..haix..but anyway my birthday is coming..hehe..gonna be 18 next week and that means that i can apply for driving..YEAH!!..hehe..

2009-10-03T11:05:00.002+08:00

Well won the T-shirt making contest in my school..guess all the effort and hard work paid off..hehe..also need to thank those who have helped me with it.^.^V

2009-10-03T11:04:00.000+08:00

My aunt seem to be recovering..yeah!

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RIP Michael Jackson

2009-07-04T17:18:00.002+08:00

studying from just now with Shan Ling and Hui Shan. The both Shan's..hehe..=)

2009-06-23T11:50:00.001+08:00

well ended up bring my dad to pizza hut to eat.

but i was glad my dad was happy

hehe

2009-06-15T19:52:00.001+08:00

planning about where to bring my dad for his birthday and father's day...
haix..heheh..can't really decide..=)

2009-06-15T19:44:00.001+08:00

happy birthday...

2009-06-01T17:39:00.002+08:00

Slashing to destress

and

to forget

is a good method!

even if it is the wrong way to do so

but it helps faster!

the pain i'm suffering from can nvr be compared to anything.

2009-05-29T14:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN!!

MAY U HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE AND A HAPPY LIFE ALWAYS

2009-05-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

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2009-05-29T13:41:00.004+08:00

It hurts to see

the person you love

happy with

someone else..

but

it hurts even more knowing that

the both of u

also love each other

and you are only allowed

to see him from far

and

only to see him and contacting him

without the acknowledge of anyone

as he wants to keep it as a secret......

am i being fooled?

but is this all worth it?

is it worth waiting?

is the pain worth it?

is hurting myself for him worth it?

when you know that he still and also love his girlfriend

and he doesn't contact me often.

making me wait for his msg

I'm i waiting for nothing?

have i gone mad over him?

friends tell me to not wait for him and to forget him

i tried!but why does it hurt so bad?

why am i always thinking bout him?

what is happening to me!

:'(

oh god!.

FOR SALE ANYONE?

ONE HEART.

HORRIBLE CONDITION.

WILL TAKE ANYTHING FOR IT.

PLEASE.

JUST CUT IT OUT OF MY CHEST

AND END THID SUFFERING,MISERY AND AGONY

PLEASE JUST TAKE IT AWAY.

CAN I AND WILL I EVER FORGET HIM?

NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE TO FORGET HIM.

I CAN'T SPLIT THEM UP JUST BECAUSE

WE LIKE EACH OTHER

WHEN THEY HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 YEARS.

I HAVE TO FORGET HIM

I DON'T WANT TO BE THE THIRD PARTY!

I WILL DO ANYTHING TO FORGET HIM

EVEN IF IT MEANT TO KILL MYSELF.

2009-05-19T11:18:00.001+08:00

ME AND LIPING

ME AND EVELYN

2009-05-19T10:57:00.002+08:00

Going to study later.I'm in need of,alots of revision even after my mye is over.Well went swimming yeaterday to destress myself..hehehe

selfish and evil person and their thoughts

2009-05-12T15:27:00.006+08:00

OH DEAR GOD WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO THE CLOSE AND DEAREST PERSON OF MINE

WHY IS THIS TRAGEDY HAPPENING TO MY FAMILY!

WHY!!

WHAT DID MY AUNT DO WRONG THAT OFFEND THIS SELFISH EVIL PERSON?

WAS IT WRONG THAT SHE WAS JUST DOING A HONEST LIVING?

IS IT WRONG THAT SHE IS DOING JUST THIS SMALL BUSINESS TO SUPPORT HER FAMILY?

IT IS?

WHY IS IT SO THAT THE PEOPLE SURROUNDING HER ARE SO HATRED TOWARDS HER AND HER WHOLE FAMILY?

WHY IS THIS SO!

WHAT DID SHE DO TO DESERVE SUCH THING?

WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST LIVE WITH THE FACT THAT THERE ARE ALWAYS PEOPLE WHO WILL BE BETTER,RICHER,MORE TALENTED,MORE LUCKIER!

WHY IS SO THAT PEOPLE CAN'T SEE OTHER'S HAPPY AND BE PROUD OF THEM INSTEAD OF DESTROYING THE PERSON AND RESORTING TO "BLACK MAGIC"TO GET RID OF THE INNOCENT PERSON?

WHAT GOOD DO U GET OUT OF IT?

WHAT GOOD DO U GET!!!???

WHY CAN'T U JUST LEAVE MY FAMILY MEMBERS ALONE!!!!!

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD!!!????

WHY DON'T U WORK HARD AND EARN WHAT U WANT AND ACCEPT THE FACT THAT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE COMPETITION IN THE WORLD?

EVEN THE ANIMALS CAN ACCEPT THE FACT!

HOWEVER THEY WOULD RESORT TO FIGHTING!

BUT GOD CREATED US DIFFERENTLY!

WITH HAVE THE INTELLECTUAL TO THINK BEFORE WE DO THING AND TO RESORT THINGS DIFFERENTLY OTHER THAN FIGHTING WE CAN TALK THINGS THROUGH!!

SO WHY MUST U RESORT TO SUCH DIRTY THINGS???LIKE "BLACK MAGIC"

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U??

U ARE EVEN WORST THAN AN ANIMAL!!

U ARE TOTALLY IN HUMAN

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVEN THOUGH U LOOK INNOCENT

BUT LOOKS CAN BE VERY DESERVING!!!

WHAT A BITCH

WHAT AN ASS HOLE

EVEN AFTER WE TREAT U LIKE A FAMILY

WHY ARE U DOING THINGS ASS HOLE??

AND FOR THE BITCH WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U?

CAN'T U JUST SELL UR THING??

SO WHAT IF U DON'T MAKE BUSINESS?

HAVE U EVER THINK THROUGH THAT MAYBE IT GOT TO DO WITH WHAT U ARE SELLING AND HOW U ARE SELLING UR THINGS??

KEEPING THE LEFT OVER FRUIT JUICE FOR TOMORROW???

OMG!!

HOW ATROCIOUS CAN THAT BE?!

EVER USED UR BRAIN??

DOING THIS TO A INNOCENT PERSON,WHAT GOOD DO U GET?!

I HOPE AND I WISH THAT THIS THING WILL ONE DAY GO BACK TO U!!!!

EVER HEARD OF THE WORD "RETRIBUTION"

DON'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH??

"DOLAT"

STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND??

"BAO YING"

STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND???

GO AND FEED UR BRAIN TO THE DOGS!!!

EVEN THE DOGS WOULDN'T EAT UR DIRTY SELFISH BRAIN!!!

THERE IS EVEN A PHRASE " WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND"

U JUST WAIT,SEE AND FEEL FOR THAT DAY TO COME!!

I WILL PRAY THAT THIS DAY WILL COME TO U ASAP!!

THEN U WILL FEEL THE PAIN!!

AND U WILL REGRET WHAT U HAVE DONE AND BY THEN IT WOULD BE TOO LATE TO TURN BACK TIME U BITCH!

CAN'T U JUST LEAVE US ALONE!

LET US BE HAPPY!

LET US BE IN PEACE!

AND GO TO HELL WITH U PEOPLE!!

STOP HARMING AND HURTING AND DOING ALL THIS TO MY FAMILY MEMBERS!

STOP!!!STOP!!!

WHETHER U ARE OUR CLOSE FRIENDS OR IN-LAWS OR NOT!

JUST LEAVE US ALONE!LET US BE HAPPY!

IF THAT HURTS U OUT OF JEALOUSY THAN GO AND LEAVE IN THE JUNGLE WHERE THERE ARE ONLY ANIMALS AND PLANTS THERE LEAVING WITH U!

OR EVEN GO TO A REMOTE AREA ISLAND IS THE BEST TO HELP U WITH UR JEALOUSY!

HAVING A EYES SORE AND DOING THIS TO INNOCENT FAMILIES WOULD JUST DO U TO NO GOOD OTHER THAN "SINS" WRITTEN ALL OVER UR FACE!!!!

OH DEAR GOD PLEASE SAVE AND PROTECT MY FAMILY MEMBERS!!!

PLEASE HANG IN THERE AND FIGHT THE BATTLE OF UR LIFE!!WE BEG U!!AND WE WILL ALWAYS BE HERE TO SUPPORT U AND LOVE U ALWAYS!

SO PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP!

WE CAN'T BARE TO LOSE U AND SEE U IN SUCH AGONY!

LET LOSE WITH THOSE PEOPLE!!

AS WE ARE MUCH BETTER THAN THEM!

WE ARE TAUGHT NEVER TO BE REVENGEFUL BY OUR ANCESTORS!

GOD IS GREAT!

WE WILL PRAY AND TRY ALL WAYS TO GET U BETTER SO PLEASE HANG IN THERE AND FIGHT THE BATTLE OF UR LIFE!!

ON BEHAVE OF EVERY ONE OF OUR FAMILIES I AM ARE BEGGING U GOD PLEASE SAVE MY FAMILY MEMBERS!

2009-05-08T15:20:00.003+08:00

Here's a picture taken from shanling's bday party.

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2009-05-08T15:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MAK SU

TO WAN

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST

TO SU

ALL THREE OF THEM COINCIDENTALLY ARE BORN ON THE SAME DATE AND THAT WAS ON THE

7 MAY

SO WISH THEM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MAY THEIR DREAMS,HOPE AND WISH COME TRUE AND MAY THEY HAVE A LONG LONG LIVE AHEAD OF THEM.

2009-04-29T18:55:00.002+08:00

that is how the wound look like after i put the blue solution medicine, it helps the wound to dry up faster.=D

2009-04-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

2009-04-29T18:49:00.001+08:00

that is how my wound

look like on saturday!

2009-04-29T16:48:00.000+08:00

2009-04-25T09:54:00.002+08:00

Look at that.Thats my elbow and my wrist.Got injurd after playing hand ball yesterday during PE.

2009-04-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

2009-04-24T18:50:00.000+08:00

touching video..=D

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2009-04-24T17:28:00.003+08:00

u should watch the video!it's really good and surprising.=D

2009-04-24T17:28:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

2009-04-24T17:24:00.002+08:00

The baby is so cute and funny..=D

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2009-04-24T17:22:00.000+08:00

This video is a damn funny!

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the video is the full ending to the previous video.
its a very touching story!

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2009-04-05T18:26:00.002+08:00

Man doing my 'o' levels this year sure is stressful, how i thought the n levels was stressful. Nothing compares to this. But anyway, i have no choice since i decide that i want to do my 'o's than this is no excuse for me to give up at this point.Hmmm..since i went through so much,i have to carry on.If i were to give up at this point that would mean that i have wasted 1 year of my life during sec 2(NA) instead i could have continued with sec 3(NT).So i have no choice but to do my very best to over come all odds! ALL THE BEST!!YEAH!!=D

2009-03-30T16:17:00.000+08:00

Made cookies again yesterday..hehehe...

2009-03-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

Had a lot of fun at camp the other day.=D

2009-03-27T21:52:00.003+08:00

when bbq on fri.cool man,we had fun.Espcially when adi,reena,branda and me.Not forgetting the others as well.=D

2009-03-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

That's clarabelle

2009-03-19T19:40:00.001+08:00

Made cookies with my dad and my sis on Monday.It was fun, we had a great time baking especially me!=D Here are some pictures of the chocolate cookie that we bake the on Monday!

It's really nice..he he =D There were more of it.he he..

2009-03-19T19:33:00.002+08:00

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CAMP WAS FUN!

It was really fun!Even though there were some sec 1 who gave problems, but over all it was really fun.=D

2009-03-12T19:21:00.001+08:00

YEAH!I'M HAVING CAMP TOMORROW TILL SAT.

HMM..I HOPE IT WOULD BE FUN..=D

2009-03-12T19:10:00.003+08:00

IT'S GARLIC BREAD..THE SPREAD IS MADE MY ME AND MY DAD, HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO DO IT..YUMMY..IT WAS ALSO VERY DELICIOUS..HA HA..

MAN I'M GONNA GET FAT AGAIN AFTER EATING SO MUCH..HE HE..

2009-03-12T19:05:00.002+08:00

THAT'S MADE BY MY DAD.

THE TOP CENTRE PIZZA IS MINE,THE BOTTOM LEFT AND RIGHT IS MY DAD'S.

WOW!IS WAS REALLY DELICIOUS.HE HE....

2009-03-12T18:57:00.002+08:00

THIS IS A PICTURE OF THE PIZZA I MADE.WELL DIDN'T MADE EVERY THING MYSELF.

HMM..HE HE..THE PIZZA CRUST AND TOMATO SAUSE IS MADE BY MY DAD,THE PRAWN AND BEEF IS COOKED AND PREPARED BY ME AND MY DAD..HEHE..

BUT OVER ALL THE PIZZA IS DELICIOUS!

THIS ARE ALL MY PIZZA..HE HE..

2009-03-12T18:49:00.002+08:00

IS IT COOL OR WHAT?HA HA..
I REALISE THAT MY CHICKEN SOUP HAS A LOVE SHARP ON IT..I'M NOT SURE IF IT'S A COINCIDENCE OR NOT..HA HA

2009-03-12T18:28:00.003+08:00

CUTE RIGHT?HE HE...

U KNOW WHAT IT EVEN SMELLS LIKE A BREAD.

HMMM.....SMELLING IT MAKES ME FEEL HUNGRY..HE HE..

IT'S A PICTURE OF A RAINBOW TAKEN BY ME..=D

COOL RIGHT?

IT BLINKS WHEN U RECEIVE A CALL,MSG OR EVEN WHEN U CALL OR U SEND A MSG.

IT'S CUTE..HE HE..

2009-03-07T17:28:00.001+08:00

But luckily my results for my other subject isn't that bad..hehe..

2009-03-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

Wah!...my science results sucks!!
MAN i'm dead meat.shshshhhh....

2009-02-14T07:34:00.002+08:00

Anybody care to buy comic book?

I'm selling my comic book and it is still in a very good condition.

The only thing is that i'm shot of the 3rd volume of the book.

This comic book ends at the 6 volume.

care to buy?Please do email me at tanluyi_nurunamelia@hotmail.com if you have any interest in buying the book.

2009-02-13T15:01:00.005+08:00

This are the gifts that i got,i got some packs of goody bags too. By the way thank u for the gifts my friends...=D..aren't this gifts nice?

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

2009-02-13T14:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!

WoW!valentine's day will never be the same.This year's valentine's day is the best.But it's not so fun as i have to attend my cousin's wedding but at the same time i can spend the night with my cousins..YAY!well atleast its better than staying at home all alone watching the tv.Well even though there will be some good shows showing on that day.But well it will still be a memoriable day..hehe..

2008-12-22T20:37:00.003+08:00

YAHOO!!! My best 3 subject score 7 points with 2 distinction =D..sad thing is my cousin didn't do as well as me:'( , that is really upsad man!!so did some of my friends..they got 11 points..sad man..if they were to score 1 point lesser they would have made it..any way no point crying over split milk what i think they can do is to move on with life and do something good of what ever they are going to do!!all the best ya friends!!=D..hope that we can still keep in contact!!=D

2008-12-18T10:12:00.004+08:00

OMG!!!i'm taking my results today!!!!ahhhhhhh.... :'(..oh my i wonder how will my results turn out like. All the best to you too k..i hope you get a gd results..

2008-11-30T20:44:00.001+08:00

happy belated birthday bryan sorry i wasn't able to attend your party on friday, i was really looking forward to it. sorry man..anyway happy 16 birthday dude!!

2008-11-20T09:23:00.001+08:00

So SORRY JON i wasn't able to attend your party yesterday..anyway happy belated birthday.. :D

2008-11-20T08:42:00.001+08:00

Look at Shan ling and Jon, well guess who won the tittle prom queen or princess??hehe..

2008-11-20T08:41:00.000+08:00

These are some of e pictures from the prom night the other day.

2008-11-14T09:09:00.002+08:00

wow!!we finally finish the 215 friendship bands. And today is the prom night which 24 ppl are taking part and helping out as the organising team. I hope the whole event run smooth.

2008-11-14T09:00:00.003+08:00

That's the present i made for e super panda wu gui ye ye..hehe.. :D

2008-11-11T12:03:00.001+08:00

Sorry ta ge,i forgot to wish you a happy birthday yesterday but i'm glad you like e present!!hehe..may all your wish come true. :D

2008-11-08T18:30:00.002+08:00

Caught those at the arcade with master xuan jin who taught me how to catch the mickey while i had a try on the marie with a little help from the master of cause..hehe..THANK YOU MASTER XUAN JIN!!!hehehe :D

2008-11-08T18:28:00.000+08:00

2008-11-08T18:08:00.002+08:00

Went to the gym with juveline yesterday after that went swimming with her. Went to teach her how to swim and at the end she learn how to swim abit. She only learn the leg movement but i'll teach her the other things the next time.Porkling i'll teach you next time, went you are free than just msg me i'll see if i'm free than i go and teach you ok..hope to see you on mon. long time never see you already..

Obnoxious Personality

2008-11-03T13:29:00.007+08:00

Why are there still childish ppl at this point of their life?
Why are they so obnoxious.
Is their life that boring that they have to hurt others?
Does hurting others give them excitement?
What is so good about hurting others?
And getting others to go against their own friends, what's so good about this?
Not only do you spoil your own reputation
So do you spoil people's view of you as well.
What do you gain from doing it??
NOTHING!!YOU GAIN NOTHING!!
You only gain negative comments from people but by then to change?
your Wouldn't it be abit too late??
And blaming others for what you say??Is that even fair??
For your own selfishness people around you have to suffer..
So why hurt people??
WHY??
Have you thought of the consequences?
Do you even know that there is a thing in this world called "KARMA" or "RETRIBUTION"?
GOD IS GREAT YOU KNOW.
Even if you can hind things from your friends you cannot hind it from god.
That is why there is "KARMA" and "RETRIBUTION".
Continue doing what you are doing if you wish too, change if you want
But i wonder if anyone would forgive you.
So i wish you all the best with your decision.

2008-11-03T13:27:00.001+08:00

So far i did about 123 friendship bands only..still have so many more to go...

2008-10-28T11:58:00.002+08:00

Look at them. Look at how much concentration they put into doing the friendship band. Amin, Ju, Yong xiu, Hui shan, Evelyn are helping out in making the friendship band.

2008-10-28T11:56:00.000+08:00

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2008-10-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

I was given a task by my teacher to make 230 friendship bands keychain for the granduation night which would be on the 14 nov and i wonder if my friends and i can finish making it by than..hei..thats why i had to buy the strings today.

2008-10-21T12:24:00.000+08:00